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        numbers  30, Male, Australia - First entry!
    10
    Nov 2007
    8:17 PM EDT
       

    Girl Living Her Life. . .

    hey all you bloggers, it's me Girl living her life, here's a big shick i finally got my blog working. Keep reading about a life of a 12 year old gypsy...
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        exarden  72, Female, New Jersey, USA - 20 entries
    10
    Nov 2007
    7:31 AM EST
       

    Job situation is weird

    Haven't heard from Ken yet. Do I start on the 12th or the 19th. This is not good. Will call at 3:00.
    Need social security card.
    Can't go until Monday.
    Tags: Worried once again
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        martytx07  37, Male, Texas, USA - 53 entries
    10
    Nov 2007
    5:47 PM CST
       

    New Job!!!!

    Ok, I just wanted to say that I got the job at the plasma center, woopie!!! My pay is going to be $8.50...$2.50 more than my job at Kroger's and more hours so yeah, I'm looking forward to it. I start the 26th...enough time to get my two weeks notice over with. I already put my 2 weeks so yeah, it's gonna be cool. I can't wait to start it, it seems like it will be better than Kroger's. At Kroger's there's just so much bs that you have to deal with and then when your doing something a costumer intterupts you and you gotta tend to them and then go back to what you were doing and then lose some time. It gets frustrating sometimes but anyways, I'm ready to move on pass Kroger's. ANYWAYS, yeah, that's all I'm gonna say right now. Later ya'll!!!
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        ronowen  70, Male, Texas, USA - 114 entries
    10
    Nov 2007
    5:44 AM CST
       

    Saturday, November 10, 2007

    Ron has been doing pretty good. Still working on weaning off of the ventilator. Yesterday, he got to enjoy pudding and grape juice, so we know he can swallow. He is making improvement, day by day. What is remarkable is that he is able to breath on his own with the trach capped off, meaning he is breathing through his own mouth and nose...... this is actually harder than breathing through the trach down lower! Yea! Keep up the prayers God is answering!

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        Selina4me  29, Female, Illinois, USA - 18 entries
    10
    Nov 2007
    7:35 PM EDT
       

    Dear Readers,

    Its been a while but I've been busy with school and I am writing a book. A simple chapter book and when I am finished I am going to get it bound and kept in my library for me to read and I am also going to make copies to my friends and family.

    School stinks so far, especially because a mentally retarded kid in my classroom is there (talk about B.O.). His name is John Wells and I shiver when I say the name. He is so weird and asks pointless and off-topic questions. It was just yesterday that it as duringmath and we were going over fractions and he asked the teacher if "possums were poisenous". He can be so agrivating especially when he starts to curse and one day he was so angry that he started to curse at the teacher and talking bullshit! All of the kids, including me, were laughing yet pissed off at the same time. That was the most fun we had all day. It would be funny if it happened everyday!

    Since its been a long time I did not get a chance to tell you something! I don't like Johnny anymore! I like this guy named Manny. He is so cute and adorable and we flirt a lot! We are not really nice but we laugh a lot together! I think he might like me a little bit but I'm not sure. He is HOT!

    I got to go! Send me comments! I missed you all! Bye!

    - Selina
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        aGiftFromAbov  41, Female, Virginia, USA - 25 entries
    10
    Nov 2007
    5:39 PM EDT
       

    Fall in love with me.. "I am ready for love"

    So I have decided that I am ready to love again.. not that half assed imma build a fort and you gon' have to get pik and axe to forge your way to my heart kinda love.. but the kinda love that says im open. I guess ive been so distanced from men for so long.. that i forget what its like to be loved. Ive been worshiped from my head to my toes.. Ive been tantalized from heels to my hair.. but I havent been truly adored in quite some time now. I miss it.. i guess i didnt want to let anyone in because the person who set the standard on how to adore me.. and spoil me mentally and emotionally is the one that screwed my head up to begin with. So hoping to not have a flashback.. of those days... but i do miss.. hands going through my hair.. in a curious and playful manner..as my scalp is massaged and hair is washed.. I do miss.. showers.. in the p.m.. onlg to get dirty again early am.. and end up showering.. again. I do miss.. that cant get enough of you look in ones eyes,, as thier soul looks at mine so deep my heart stops. I miss being thought about.. little things.. like my fav cereal being present at his house.. or my fav snacks or drinks in his frige just for me. I miss.. getting in my car and it being cleaned without my knowledge. .. or the gas tank being full.. just because he cared to. Beautiful yellow roses........ or flowers period just because. But from what ive gathered lately.. is that alot of guys dont have thier game faces on.. im so tired of little boys.. trying to be a man in the bedroom.. because they know they cant show love or affection beyond the sheets. My new approach to this love thing..is to treat a man as I wish to be treated. Maybe then they will get the hint.. just maybe. Shit.. save the wine and dine... its nice every now and then.. but id rather know im being thought of.. however creatively one seeks to convey that thought.. so that it translates to me.. in a language i speak.. thats what I want!
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        Ray  29, Female, Canada - 5 entries
    10
    Nov 2007
    9:22 AM A
       

    Far Apart...
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    we live in the same world but why do i feel like we're so far apart?
    people care for you but not me.
    fake smiles,fake friends, fake people. where is the truth?
    i say what i think must be said. but no one hears me. im always the odd one out.
    im always the stranger.
    fake hugs, fake laughter, fake love.

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        stabri  60, Female, Wisconsin, USA - 3 entries
    09
    Nov 2007
    7:35 PM CST
       

    know when to fold em

    This is day 4 and it is hell. I have made the decision to go into a detox center for however long it takes to get this poison out of me. It is way too painful to do cold turkey. I am not sure what they will give me to help, but it has to be better than this. My whole body is in trauma, needing the drug that it is so used to. I am exhausted, yet can't sleep; starving, but can't eat; wanting more than anything to think of something other than the drug that got me here, but that is all that I can see. This is evil personified. I have absolutely no control right now. I just want to be normal, happy, alive. I want to enjoy a sunny day, want to take walks with my husband, want to read a book again. I cannot do anything because I am always consumed with either getting drugs or I am nodding out because I am high. I hate it. I hate the places I find myself in, the people I find myself dealing with just to feed the animal. I am not that person. I am better than that, have more to offer than that. I go in tomorrow. Scared, but ready to start my life. If anybody reads this, please keep me in your prayers. I'll be back.
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        berries7cinnamon  38, Female, Singapore - 20 entries
    09
    Nov 2007
    5:43 AM EDT
       

    I was watching Ayumi's count down concert 2005-2006 and it was great. The first count down video that I watched was 2006-2007. It came with A-Best.

    How I gotten the count down concert 2005-2006VCD was pure luck. I passed by this CD shop that has Ayumi's poster for her latest album - Secret.
    Because she has 3 new albums that came out together, so I didn't know which one to get. In the end I decided to get A-Best White. I walked into the cd shop wondering if that cd shop still has ayumi's 'Secret' even after I had purchased A-Best White a few weeks before that, somehow I just didn't want to miss it, or there's a feeling of regret for missing it.
    That CD shop was all sold out of her latest album and that's when I spotted the VCD.

    Most probably Ayumi is now busy with her concert rehearsal for her count down party. Maybe she's already started the preparation a few months ago.
    Actually, this year she just had her Asia concert tour, so I'm not sure if there's gonna be a count down party. She's so busy this year.

    Also, there's this rumour that I heard from people around me that Ayumi had gotten infected with HIV.
    I don't think it's true because there's no report or even any article that I could find online saying anything about this. And I seriously hope it isn't true because... She's always trying her very best in her area of work and she's given so much. I wish she would be happy; blissful. I... admire her seriousness and giving all she's got.
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        Ray  29, Female, Canada - 5 entries
    09
    Nov 2007
    8:19 AM A
       

    song

    Lies....
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    you were heartless enough to tell
    i was stupid enough to listen
    i turn away and close the door
    what you've done cannot be forgiven
    �
    you said those words
    those words of love
    you swore to god
    to god above
    �
    the day we met you held me tight
    the night you left i fell apart
    i�have much to say
    but where shall i start?
    �
    my world is changing
    my life is dead
    all the lies you told
    are stuck in my head
    �
    you said those words
    those words of love
    you swore to god
    to god above
    �
    what if someday i learn to love again?
    how can i know my lover isn't pretend?
    look what you have done to my heart.
    i should have hated you from the start.
    �
    i turn away just to cry.
    i feel the pain and want to die.
    i move about in a cloud of sorrow,
    waiting to�feel the�sadness of tomorrow.
    �
    you said those words
    those words of love
    you swore to god
    to god above
    �
    untill my heart is healed once more,
    the way to my love is not an open door.
    you can't just knock and walk right in.
    you tought me so much where shall i begin....
    �
    �
    �
    �
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